Alright, I failed again! I have not been blogging on Tuesdays. And I really don’t want this blog to end up being about how I never blog.
Things have been… Yep. They’ve been. Topsy-turvy maybe? You know those books about an every(wo)man with an accidentally epic story that is really grounded in some particular era and so, of course, everything that happens coincides with the major events or trends of said era? I’m starting to feel like that character, like my life is really just guided by the invisible gestalt: We’re jobless. We’ve got a weird living situation. We’re separating. It’s just a whole lot of what the hell?, frankly.
Blogging has taken a backseat. I guess in that way I don’t fit the pre-set mold; and relax, I don’t plan on doing some inane task every day this year in a quest for some vague sense of self-fulfillment. Oh, so jaded!
But to end this update on a positive note — I saw a pretty amazing show last night. I had a most delicious beer (Breckenridge Vanilla Porter), I chatted, I danced and I even “woo!”ed a little. I went home and fell asleep feeling pretty content. Mostly I feel like I’m heading the right way again. Things are sad and happy right now, in that peculiar way that life always seems to blend them.
Soon, a New Year’s Resolution post, because I like lists! Now off to a job interview!
“What’s broken can always be fixed; what’s fixed will always be broken.” — Jens Lenkman

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January 11, 2011 at 7:56 pm
robyn
I prefer it when all of the crappy stuff happens at once, it leaves more time for the good stuff. When given the choice between extreme ups and downs and a lifetime of mediocrity I will always pick the roller coaster ride.
January 12, 2011 at 4:48 pm
jessivowels
I will, too, but right now I have to make myself and I’m naturally inclined to whine about it. I used to be bold but timidity kind of snuck up on me.